Before the sun rose, the river wore a skin of silver mist. I sat low in the wooden canoe and watched the water slide past, black and smooth as oil. Somewhere in the darkness a bird called once, then fell silent, as if it too were waiting for the day.
Slowly the light came. The sun lifted above the trees and set the mist glowing, so that for a few minutes the whole river seemed to burn with a soft, cold fire. Then the haze thinned and vanished, and the forest stepped forward on both banks: tall and green and dripping.
The jungle was awake now, and it was loud. Insects hummed in the heavy air; unseen birds whistled and answered from the branches. To travel here was to move through a living wall of colour: scarlet flowers, golden fruit, and leaves as wide as doors. The forest breathed around us, warm and green and endless.
Awa, my guide, knelt at the front of the canoe and drove his paddle into the water without a word. He had grown up on this river and knew every bend and every shallow. He said little, but he observed everything — a broken branch, a ripple, a shadow under the surface. I trusted him completely.
By the middle of the morning the river had narrowed and grown faster. The gentle water of the lower river was gone. Ahead I could hear a low, steady roar, and Awa turned to me and said one word: “Rapids.”
The canoe shot forward. White water leapt over hidden rocks, and the little vessel twisted and bucked beneath us as Awa fought to keep it straight, shouting instructions I could not hear above the noise of the river. I gripped the wooden sides until my hands ached. For a moment I was certain we would turn over.
Then, all at once, the roar fell behind us. We slid into calm water, and I let out the breath I had been holding. Awa looked back at me and, for the first time that day, he smiled.
But the river was not finished with us. As we rested, a paddle slipped from the side of the canoe and was gone before either of us could reach it, swallowed by the brown water and carried away downstream. Now we had only one paddle between us, and many miles still to travel.
Awa did not seem worried. He simply moved to the centre of the canoe and paddled on, first on one side and then on the other, keeping us steady with slow, patient strokes. I understood then why the villagers had chosen him.
By early afternoon the forest had begun to change. The trees grew taller and darker, and the air felt cooler on my skin. Butterflies the size of my hand drifted across the water, and once, on a fallen log, I saw a lizard lying motionless in a patch of sun, watching us pass with one bright eye.
We did not speak much. There was no need. The only sounds were the drip of the paddle and the call of the forest, and I felt the deep quiet of a place that did not belong to people at all.
At last, near the end of the day, I heard it — a sound like distant thunder that never stopped. Awa pointed ahead, and through a gap in the trees I saw a thin white line falling from a high grey cliff: the waterfall we had come so far to find.
We pulled the canoe up onto a bank of smooth stones and stood in the spray, soaked and tired and happy. I had crossed rapids and lost a paddle and travelled for a whole day up a river with no name on any map. And I would have done it all again.
Glossary
canoe: a light, narrow boat moved with a paddle
rapids: a fast, rough part of a river where water rushes over rocks
vessel: a boat or ship